finished.

Oh hey, check it out, i'm a missionary...

...i wish.

BUT...my papers are 100% completed. Having that stress lifted off my shoulders is an amazing feeling. I nearly started crying at the dentist today. Kind of embarrassing, but kind of awesome. It's nice living in Provo...you don't have to explain yourself as much, especially when it comes to feeling the Spirit at bizarre times of the day. I hate that I don't keep a daily journal because the number of blessings I've received these past few months is astonishing.

Heavenly Father knows me so well. He knows what I feel, think, dream about...He knows what I want out of life, and what I think I deserve. He knows what I need, knows how to help, knows when I can stand a little struggle. He's definitely thrown me a few curve balls, but He understands that that's when I do my best learning...when I have to adapt and make a new plan.

I also gotta say how thankful I am for personal revelation. If i didn't feel the importance and need of me serving a mission, there's no WAY I'd be going. It's been such a steep climb to get to where I am...ignoring all of it would have been so much easier.

But I know I have to go.

I'm nervous for the unknown, but not at all fearful. That's what keeps me going.

We're down to 10 days til the wedding. BUT before we celebrate that, we must focus on the SOCIAL EVENT OF THE YEAR.

SIR DOUGLAS & HIS DAY OF BIRTH.

Trust me people. It's gunna be wild.

I can already see the scrabble chips flying around, frosting all stuck up in mustaches....

Go crazy baby.

Randoms:

-I hope my dress for the wedding still fits. I just ate a whole sea's worth of sushi.

-I wish I was Mary Poppins. I have laundry for days.

-Silent, unseen patches of ice seem to always find me.

-Kind of irritated that I got my facebook back. It's a joke.

-Jimmer

♥bird